Lost...

You know how when putting together a puzzle and you find one puzzle piece that doesn't seem to fit in anywhere.

Well that's me....

Recently I've been feeling like I just don't fit in anywhere here at school.  Because my main group of friends have graduated, I've been homeless.  I can't seem to fit in too well with any group I'm with, and I know it's because they all have been together for like last four years developing their groups that I just feel...not the right fit...when I try to hang out with them.  We get along great just one on one, but when other people come hang out I just don't seem to fit in.

I guess it's also because my mom moved to Kansas this year.  I'm going to tell you guys something, my parents split up this summer, in fact the divorce became official two days ago.  And I know a lot of people split up, but it's just weird that I have to think of my parents as two separate people rather than a couple (I knew that they were two separate people then, you know what I mean).  And on Saturday my mom moved. Another thing I need to tell you about my mom that explains my drama...is that we are super duper close.  If any of you have ever seen the TV show Gilmore Girls, we are Rory and Lorelei.  It's one of the best examples I can think of that describes my mom and I.  She's my best friend.

A lot of things have changed this summer... So this school year is definitely taking some getting used to, as in not seeing my friends (who in this last four years have become a part of my family) and also weird to think I won't get to see my mom as often as I used to.  Parts of me have suddenly spread all over the country and I feel kind of lost right now...I know that people moving and becoming a new me is part of growing up, but sometimes I wish there was a road map or guide to tell me where to go.

Where's my guide book?